I Had moments where I was hidden in my kitchen and cooked a lot, like some old lady, but at the end of the day I ate a lot of healthy foods. At some point I started to experiment with vegan food a little bit, not because I don’t want to eat meat, but because I wanted to play around with the things I never tried to cook. On the other hand, I made TONS of pancakes this month. It took me a lot of time but in the end I was a little bit happier. love goes through the stomach, I guess. Speaking of love, Valentine day was pure hardcore depression. I guess that's because I stopped drinking alcohol. I stopped partying too, but on the other hand, I have wonderful friends in Maribor that always shine and manage to find a way to make my day fabulous.
The thing that excites me the most is the weather that is getting warmer each day; I hope I will be able to go rollerblading as soon as possible and I already made some plans to beat the 40 km goal (minimum) around Maribor next month. I miss the long and warm days and can't wait to put my jacket in the closet for good! I Get so warm thinking about outdoor events and spending time in nature. It is so weird when I think about sunny days; it makes me want to rent a car and drive around rural areas in Slovenia.
In the end, I could describe this month as full of wishes and manifestations. Doing things that we love is crucial for our mental health, so I promised myself to do some simple but good things that I miss that will make me feel good and energized. I sincerely hope that next month here I will talk about impulsive field trips, rides, parties, nature; calmer and wilder times.
